Inner Magician


Magic
She cast a spell for happiness, using everything she could find.
She got everything prepared and together at the exact right time.
She spoke words of enchantment, making sure she got them right.
She wanted to be happy and would make herself so tonight.

She thought of all the people who’d wronged her in the past.
She thought of those who’d married when she said “they’d never last”.
She thought of the ones she turned away when they came to her for help.
She thought of all the animals that she’d ‘accidentally’ made yelp.
She thought of all the acids that she poured away down the drain.
She thought of all the pedestrians she’d splashed, driving through puddles in the rain.
She thought of all the people stood behind her in the queue, as she complained quite vocally about the price of her shampoo.
She thought of the hungry kitten that she never once fed.
She thought of the single time she’d regretted what she’d said.

She realised she didn’t need anything in order to be truly happy.
She’d looked within and then brought on her own epiphany.
Her happiness had been with her all along, hidden deep beneath her nasty side.
She sat and thought and clearly saw now that her eyes were open wide.

32 responses to “Inner Magician”

  1. purpleskyz avatar
    purpleskyz

    I Love your blog!
    Your art, your words…. well done!
    🙂

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Hello Purpleskyz… and welcome!
      And also thank you for your comment!

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  2. Andra Watkins avatar

    This is so like happiness, Tom. It’s there all along, if we will just own it.

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Yes, it’s there all along Andra… we just need to let it out!

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  3. shreejacob avatar

    Wow! I’m reading a book by Paul Ferrini and you have done a poem talking about what he does too! The happiness within when most of us try to find it without! Awesome!!

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Just another of those coincidences, hey Shree? 😉

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      1. shreejacob avatar

        Some call it synchronicities…and I would like to think that, that is what it is! 😀

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        1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

          Most definitely, Shree!

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  4. nrhatch avatar

    True dat! Beautiful post, pic, and poem, Tom.

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  5. prenin avatar

    Another fine piece Tom and oh so true! 🙂

    I have an inner teddy bear that I hug whenever I’m low. 🙂

    God Bless!

    Prenin.

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      I don’t think I’ve met my Inner Teddy Bear yet, Prenin… but I’ll probably have one. I have about a million other Inner aspects that I have met over the past two years or so! 🙂

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  6. speccy avatar

    Great, Tom 🙂

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Thank you, Fiona!

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  7. Visionkeeper avatar

    It is such a wild and empowering moment when we awaken at long last! May the whole world hurry up and wake up. Time is marching on and we have much to do. Thanks T….VK

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Yes, we should let the magic out! 😀

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  8. kateshrewsday avatar

    What a clever woman: so few people make this realisation in time.

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Yes, Kate, it’s so easy… yet seems so hard to understand for some.
      As I’ve just said to Visionkeeper above more of us should let the magic out! (That’s going to be my mini-catchphrase for November!) Imagine how much better the place would be!

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  9. Androgoth avatar
    Androgoth

    Nice work Tom and I like your new
    header, very creepy my great friend 🙂

    Androgoth

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Thanks, Andro. After today, though, the usual header returns. Well, one of them!

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  10. beautifulchaos2 avatar

    Wow this is so good, The happiness is inside…all along, wonderful story Tom. I love this one.
    What do you mean “seeing mists moving across the room” damn that sounds so scary! really?
    Big hugs, Nikki xo

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Thanks, Nikki… and it is there all along!
      The mists, well… we don’t see them a lot of the time, just every now and then. They are always in the corner of the living room in my parents’ house, and they just float gently across. No sounds, smells, disturbances or anything. Just a grey ‘cloud’ if you like, that disappears as quickly as it appears. I recently saw somebody walk into their living room once, but when I walked in there was nobody there… that ties in with your post very nicely! Never scary though… weird that!

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      1. beautifulchaos2 avatar

        oh my god that would scare the daylights out of me! This stuff makes my wee story look pretty tame I think, well as far as ghosts go it looks like that house of your parents is haunted for sure! Maybe time to call the paranormal guys and try to get the ghosties out of the house? But you do say its not scary….can there be such a thing as a ghost thats not scary?….I think yes its possible, at least i really hope that if I ever come face to face with a ghost its a nice kind and good ghost!
        I’d probably still run screaming from the house though lol.
        Thanks so much for sharing this story with me Tom, its been great fun to read about these things happening to others.
        Happy Halloween!!! Nikki xo

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        1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

          It’s actually not that scary, being honest, Nikki. It’s a bit freaky, yes, but not frightening.
          I think I’ll write a quick extra post about this… as it’s Halloween!
          “Heppy Helloween!” Nikki! 😉

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  11. beautifulchaos2 avatar

    You got me so spooked with that mist comment I almost forgot….
    Happy Halloween dear Tom!!
    A little pressie for you http://i169.photobucket.com/albums/u205/nh07/halloween-s2g.png
    wonderful new halloween banner you made!
    Big hugs, Nikki

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      Oo thank you, Nikki!
      Happy Halloween to you too!
      I’ve added the image to my received gifts page (which is currently within my features menu at the top of the page)!

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  12. europasicewolf avatar

    We look everywhere for happiness always forgetting that it comes from within and grows if we spread it with throught and consideration and compassion for others 🙂

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      We tend not to look in the most obvious place though, Icewolf, within. I like to remind myself of that every now and then! Keeps me happy! 😉

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      1. europasicewolf avatar

        And keeps your mind off the strange goings on on the other side of the various portals in your mansion!

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        1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

          Well, there is that too, Icewolf!

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  13. Deb avatar

    This is just getting better all the time…I love it!
    I wish Halloween was more than once a year.
    Hugs xx

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    1. Tom (Aquatom1968) avatar

      I make it last longer than the day it is, Deb! It’s all fun!
      Happy Halloween!

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