As I was losing Spider Solitaire


                              As I was losing Spider Solitaire
                            A voice screamed out – I do declare
                         The voice was one within my mind
                       One that’s usually gentle and kind
                    One that keeps herself quite calm
                        And not one to raise alarm
                Thomasina, my Inner Chick
            Needed my attention – quick
          ’You’ll never win’, she said to me
          ’Do something else and you’ll see
           How things are better without defeat
            What amazing things you will create
             Be more productive with your time
               And you’ll notice just how things are fine’    

As I was winning computer chess
Who should speak? Can you guess? 
Thomasina, my Inner Femme  
Raised her eyebrows and said ‘Not Again   
These computer games, they may be fun    
But tell me how many have you won?     
Losing isn’t the best way ahead      
Will you listen to what I’ve said?’       
I looked within, and said with a smile        
Thomasina, please stay a while         
Although I lose at Solitaire,          
I win at chess, so winning’s there.           
It’s all in balance, in a strange way,            
I could lose tomorrow, but win today.                
Some things I’m good at, others, I’m not                    
But how would I know if I don’t try the lot?
                           

Sometimes, wasting my time is productive. I’m rubbish at Spider Solitaire. Lose every time, but if I hadn’t had a go this evening, my Inner Woman Thomasina would never have made an appearance. It’s been a while, and she makes a pleasant change from my Inner Zombie or Fingers, my Inner Typist.

19 responses to “As I was losing Spider Solitaire”

  1. prenin avatar

    I prefer tearing around a race track in ‘MotorStorm – Pacific Rift’ with my hair on fire than a purely cerebral game like Spider Solitaire! 🙂

    I used to play chess and used to beat my friends regularly, but I haven’t looked at a chessboard in over a decade – in fact I gave mine away to my mate Neil – he’s a terrible loser!!! 🙂

    God Bless my friend and have fun!!! 🙂

    Prenin.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      I’m not very good with computer games, Prenin. SimCity was probably my best attempt, but I always lost at that too! I wasn’t that good with the old Snake game on the Nokia mobile phones, so I tend to stick with what I’m used to. I wouldn’t know where to begin with a racing game… although I know for certain I will always finish last!

      Always have fun though… that’s the best option!

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  2. Let's CUT the Crap! avatar

    Glad to hear your among (inner) friends. 😀

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Sometimes, Tess, ‘among’ feels more like inundated! 😉

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      1. Let's CUT the Crap! avatar

        I think I might have meant just that because I didn’t use the right you’re (you are). 😛

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        1. Tom Merriman avatar

          Hadn’t noticed, Tess… shhh.

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  3. Deb avatar

    I didn’t know you had an inner chick. I have an inner dude.
    I like you zombie typist too.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      I’ve loads of them, Deb!
      The Zombie and the Typist are separate beings… although sometimes they do try to mimic each other. I can always tell the difference between them!

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  4. shreejacob avatar

    Tooooooooom!!!! Hi!
    I’ve been having inner conversations when I play Farkle over at FB…lol.
    Hope you have been well! And see you in your next post 😀

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      SHREEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!
      Lovely to see you! How are you?!?!
      I don’t go anywhere near Facebook, so have no idea of what this ‘Farkle’ is you speak… I probably wouldn’t be able to play it anyway!
      Good to see you again… I’ll be around at yours very shortly!

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  5. jenniferkmarsh avatar
    jenniferkmarsh

    Haha, love this. ‘But how would I know if I don’t try the lot?’ Good attitude to have!
    The hours I’ve wasted with Spider Solitaire over the years though, goodness.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      I think so too!
      When you stop and think, it’s frightening, Jennifer, the amount of time we actually do waste. At the time, however, it really doesn’t feel like wasted time…

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      1. jenniferkmarsh avatar
        jenniferkmarsh

        Well, don’t they say time enjoyed is not time wasted? And if we’re so enjoying ourselves at the time… Are we really wasting it? What a debate we could get into regarding this!

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        1. Tom Merriman avatar

          Two sides of the same coin… or two coins in the same purse/wallet/pocket.

          I personally don’t see it as time wasted… anything that helps me to feel good is time well spent! 🙂

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          1. jenniferkmarsh avatar
            jenniferkmarsh

            Exactly!

            That’s just as well then 😉

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  6. The Writing Waters Blog avatar

    Thomasina’s hand seems worth holding and perhaps she is also worth a little quiet time spent with her.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      I agree, Rebecca. I shall take the time to listen to what else she has to say. Once I’ve played Spider Solitaire again… that’s just to get her attention, you understand! 😉

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