Hints from the past


My ‘pull’ to 1642 doesn’t seem to be as strong as it once was, for some reason.

The memories I had of the ships haven’t come back to me for quite some time now, and the references I continued to ‘stumble’ across have also stopped cropping up.

I can’t say that I’ve found out anything that links me to that year, or that time, so why everything has stopped is a mystery. In much the same way as why they occurred in the first place.

The thing is, other ‘memories’ are surfacing.

From an even earlier time.

There is still a connection to the sea, and there is still a connection to a ship, although in these latest thoughts, the ship is completely different.

I’m at a celebration. A party. A bonfire on a beach in a cove.

It is evening, with the sun setting. The air is warm, and the atmosphere is euphoric. There seem to be hundreds of people on the beach, some in groups singing.

I’m watching the party as it goes on, and although I seem to be there, I also feel somewhat detached. I don’t appear to be speaking to anyone, and I’m not sure if they even know that I’m there.

I can feel the sand, the sea breeze, the warmth of the sun. I can smell the burning wood. I can hear the singing, the laughter, the shouting. I can feel the mood of the people all around me.

It’s as though I’m being shown these memories, rather than re-experiencing them. It’s a strange one to explain.

The people on this beach are celebrating something, something big.

I climb up to the cliff top, and from up here I can see that the group isn’t as large as I thought it was from within, although there are still at least fifty people present.

Looking out to sea, I see the ships start to come in.

Longships.

I’m at a viking celebration of some kind.

Is it a celebration of victory or a send-off party?

I don’t know.  All I know is that it feels good.

***

Maybe the key to these strange memories is the sea, rather than the year. In this flashback, and the 1642 ones, I’m on land, looking out to sea, and the ships are either coming in or going out.

The feeling of jubilation is present with all of the memories, an excited expectancy, which makes me think of the possibilities that lie ahead.

The Phoenix has been cropping up quite a lot lately as well, which represents rebirth, and fire.

Fire and water. Opposite elements. Coming in and going out. Opposite directions.

The sea has a horizon.

Maybe these memories of times gone by are trying to show me what could be just beyond my own horizon. Maybe they are showing me that I need to make a change.

I wish they’d tell me what, though, so I can have at least half a chance to get things right! What if I make a change in the wrong area?

26 responses to “Hints from the past”

  1. penpusherpen avatar

    Mayhap the feeling is true, Sir Aquatom, and ‘twould be made so much easier if our dreams had subtitles. Then at least we’d know for sure what was going on. We wrack our brains making decisions, that will affect the rest of our natural;lives, and yet, we hesitate, for they are so BIG, what if? always crops up. The Phoenix, sailing ships .. ’tis strange I’ve just competed a poem on my laptop.(using t’PC at the mo. ) all signs of change, for the better? One does hope so. For without this hope, where will we be? Glad to see an update, I was wondering if Tomanova had taken over 😉 xPenx

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Tomanova’s vanished, Pen. Went off like a rocket and hasn’t been back (I think it may be to do with me cancelling Valentine’s!)
      And yes – we do need hope. And change for the better!

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  2. Sue Dreamwalker avatar

    Memories within Dreams Tom seem to gripping a few of us.. I loved reading your account of this memory from the past.. Maybe you have moved through your 1642 scenario as you have perhaps let go of an emotion related to it.. Now you are view another account of a theme which seems to have been present throughout some of your life experiences.. The Ocean!… We have also been witnessing much upheaval around our coast with the storms, so maybe that is also a trigger for your Dream time..
    They sound much more pleasant than mine last night.. I killed a rat with an eating folk.. Go figure that one… 🙂 well I have Lol, as I dislike killing anything, but I really detest these little creatures for some reason, maybe due to my past who knows? ..

    Glad to be back here on WP Tom and love your New Theme too.. 🙂
    Have a restful Sunday…
    Hugs Sue xox

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    1. Sue Dreamwalker avatar

      An interesting Up date on my Dream Tom.. as I know you enjoy looking at Dream time.. 🙂 The Rat wasnt just a rat it grew mansize with red blazing eyes.. It had in its paws or little claws lol an eating knife and folk… I grappled with the Rat and took hold of the folk and plunged it intentionally into its heart to kill it.. I awoke as it slumped ..

      Now when I was looking up my Chinese Birth Year to discover I was the Horse… I also discovered that Rat is opposite in sign to the Horse .. As I had been grappling with my negative side.. Maybe this dream was telling me I had won.. It also was telling me I was opposite to rat.. as the Knife and folk always lay opposite each other on the table…
      Have you any more ideas on this?? 🙂 Well that was how I interpreted it ..LOL….

      Have a good Day Tom.. Sue xox

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      1. prenin avatar

        Odd that! 🙂

        I am a Cancerian Rat so I am a motherly type! 🙂

        My vulnerability is to the Monkey, the Scorpio Monkey even more so!!! 🙂

        Love and hugs!

        Prenin.

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        1. Sue Dreamwalker avatar

          arrgh the Monkey! the mischief maker LOL… Squishy hugs back Prenin.. 🙂

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      2. Tom Merriman avatar

        Maybe balance is coming into play more, Sue? Everything starting to level out, with just a few things being taken care of?
        We need our opposites to find the balance. An interesting dream, Sue… and an interesting thought…

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        1. Sue Dreamwalker avatar

          Very Tom, and thank you for the feed back.. 🙂 Balance is always needed… and I am once again finding that again.. so true.. xxx

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          1. Tom Merriman avatar

            Just a thought, Sue… but we also need the balance within the chaos that’s all around as well, and that somehow seems to be lacking in the world at the moment, from what I can see…

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            1. Sue Dreamwalker avatar

              Tom you are so right.. Balance is so lacking… And as he World events unfold, more peoples lives will feel unbalanced…. I understand how so caught up in the drama I was… and thats partly whey I took time out… As I needed to once again shift my perspective on Life..

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    2. Tom Merriman avatar

      What you say makes sense, Sue, and maybe I have completed what I was meant to do so that the 1642 link was broken. I still wished I knew what it was though.
      There must be something in the air for these dreams to crop up now though – they are very vibrant!

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  3. prenin avatar

    Hmmm… I would say it might be a past life flashback, or somebody is showing you something from their own memories.

    Whatever it is, it sounds like you get the same type of vivid dreams I do! 🙂

    Wish I could record them – I’d make a bloody fortune!!! 😉

    God Bless!

    Prenin.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Very vivid, Prenin!
      I try to remember as much as I can about the vivid ones before they fade… write them down. When I return to them later, when the dream has faded and I can’t remember it, it’s like reading a whole new story!

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  4. Let's CUT the Crap! avatar

    Hmm. I’m not great at this stuff. This has been happening for a long time. I don’t wonder you are frustrated and would like an answer. I scratch my head but find no answer of helpful suggestion.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Thanks anyway, Tess. I don’t think there’s an answer as such – only one I need to find for myself. Although, I may already have done, and just not realised it. Such is life, hey?

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  5. Diane Henders avatar

    I like this dream/memory! And don’t worry about getting it “right”, Tom – every choice opens up a new set of possibilities. You’ll find your way. 🙂

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Very true, Diane. When one door closes, another opens. I think I’m in the ‘right’ area, anyway!

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  6. Andra Watkins avatar

    Are you going to London to see the Viking ship at the British Museum? I so, so, so want to go, and so, so, so cannot. Please get there and see it for me.

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Andra I didn’t know there was a Viking ship at the British Museum… and now I do, I want to go and see it. But, I can’t right now. Sigh. Maybe one day…

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  7. shreejacob avatar

    Ah Tom…you know, your posts on these types of experiences, including your dream ones always, always intrigue me. I also got the sense of wanting to do something significant but not doing it for some reason…
    it’s been said..there are no “wrong choices”…every choice is just that..a choice and invariably, as long as we are aware of our feelings and our intentions are good; and it doesn’t come from a place of fear..and therefore comes from a place of love…is always the “right” choice, even if it takes us on a detour!

    Unfortunately..it’s so easy to type it out but there are many times when I want to soak my head in a pail of water lowing bubbles because for some reason it just gets *so* complicated..hehe.

    Love the new look of the blog too! 🙂

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      I know what you’re saying, Shree!
      All we can do is keep on keeping on. I think these experiences may be flashbacks from a previous life with similar ‘feelings’ to what I’m experiencing now, which is why they crop up. A different version of Deja Vu perhaps?
      When it gets complicated, just step back a little – that’s what I say!

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  8. Jo Bryant avatar

    Maybe Tom…just maybe it is because this is due to happen on the 22nd.
    http://www.viking-mythology.com/ragnarok.php
    I have already farewelled family and friends just in case they got it right.
    😉

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    1. Tom Merriman avatar

      Crikey, Jo! I don’t think I know anything about this… I don’t remember it, anyway!
      The odd thing is, I was thinking the other day about when the next End of the World prophecy was due. Tell you what, ask and you will receive… but I am always surprised when I do!

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      1. Tom Merriman avatar

        As it transpires, I apparently have heard of Ragnarök, Jo, although I didn’t know the timing was now. In fact I wrote a post about it back in 2011. Well, it was mentioned in that post anyway. It’s linked to a word that means Twilight, oddly enough…

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      2. Jo Bryant avatar

        As we all are Tom.

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