My weeks in lockdown begin on Fridays, so that means today is Day One of Week Two. I donβt work on Fridays or at the weekend, so since Monday Iβve been working at home during my normal hours. The benefit of that is as soon as clocking-off time comes around Iβm instantly transported back into the Mansion without the hassle of having to navigate the roadways with the, well, Iβll just say βotherβ drivers.
The weather this week has been absolutely glorious. Obviously, Iβve only seen it through the window, but as Iβve had windows open, front and back, Iβve felt the occasional breeze as it slipped through one way or the other. Today was no exception, apart from instead of a gentle breeze it was more of a force thirty gale. I could bear it no longer and had to close one of the windows, then catch my breath, sort out my ruffled hair, and then climb out of the other window to retrieve the lengths of curtain that had been blown through. And then after that I had to sort out my ruffled hair again.
One of the benefits of not going out is the need to not need to use hair products. In oneβs own presence, it doesnβt matter what one looks like, although Iβm sure some of the mirrors here in the Mansion groan when they have to reveal my reflection to me. Mind you, the groan may be from me at having seen the reflection, thinking about it. And itβs more of a gasp, rather than a groan.
Iβm finding myself becoming bored of the negativity that is constantly being saturated out about the virus. Yes, the pandemic is infectious. Yes people catch it. Yes the numbers are going to increase the more people that catch it. The numbers of those who recover is also increasing, but that news is positive so isnβt shared. The vast majority of people who catch the virus display mild symptoms. That too, in a way, is positive. but they are all collected together into that massive cloud of negativity. Sigh. Such is life. We mustnβt forget that we are here to live in fear, after all.
Iβve been focussing on my Place of Peace and Tranquility a lot lately. Thatβs a magical place that exists inside my head, where I can go whenever I need to. It is always relaxing there, with the most wonderful of views. I wrote about it a while ago here (this link opens in a new window), but the place has grown and changed a lot since then. Itβs like an island paradise, where I can see whatever I want to whenever I go. It costs nothing, and I really do Feel Good after going there (and whilst Iβm there as well, it must be said!) Itβs probably a good job Iβm here at the Mansion by myself, because for quite a bit of the time Iβm here only in bodyβ¦ my mind is totally elsewhere (possibly gazing at a golden sunset, or the rainbows created in a mist by a waterfall, or the clear blue depths of a still water lake where the occasional swan glides on by)
So. In lockdown we do what we do. Some of us do it differently. The important thing is doing it so we Feel Good. We have time to make the most of it, so we should. Doing that for ourselves also means we are doing it for others too.
Itβs gone a bit warm in here again now, so Iβm going to attempt to open the front window again. I have my paperweights ready.
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