An Unlikely Alliance?

I’m sure that two of my inner personalities have joined forces. I should say two more of my inner personalities, since Bernard (my nagging inner voice) and Fred (my not very pleasant driver) tried to take control of me a few weeks ago (or is it months – I can’t remember). I think they are still off somewhere in the dark and cobweb-filled corridors of my deep mind, in search on the needle in the haystack, that I asked them to find to keep them busy. My thoughts have been OK on the whole since I set this task up, but every now and then some negativity will pop up. Either Bernard is back, and is playing with me, or he has left a stand in, a Bernard understudy – Bernard Mark II, to keep me on my toes.

I’d rather like to think that Bernard and Fred are still moving each strand of hay, one at a time as I asked, looking for the tiniest of needles… there are more than one (needles and haystacks) so I think they’ll be busy for some considerable time yet. I’ve typed this to reiterate the task to them… I’m pretty sure they can hear my thoughts even if I can’t hear theirs.

Talking of typing, remember Fingers? My inner typist who nw=ever makes any mistakes? I have a strange feeling that he has joined forces with no other than Tom the Geek (my inner nerd).

I’ve been wanting to write more of late. I’m still adding stories to my other blog, Talestream, in particular Clancy Farquhar scenes, but that doesn’t seem to be enough. The randomness of this blog (wellheregoes / Me! Me! Me me me!) is keeping my mind occupied by trying to think of something different to write about everyday here, but I feel that I need something else as well.

In work, I’m adding all kinds of multi-coloured tables and panels to documents that do not need them, and the recent posts in this blog have had a splash of colour or two. I’m also having the urge to … set up a website! Only a free one to start off with, to see how it goes. I know that this urge is coming from the geek within me because (now here’s a coincidence based on what I  wrote about in my post yesterday) I don’t know what I want the website to be about. Only a geek would want something that they don’t know what they want, right? How can I move forward if I don’t know where to go? One step at a time and see where I end up… that’s how!

This urge has been with me for a few days now. I’ll leave it until next week or so, and if it is still there, another part of cyberspace will be allocated to some aspect or other of me. With Fingers and Tom the Geek in control, what can go wrong? Can anything go right? The answers to these, and possibly more – many more – questions will appear in due course…